Severe Depression

[Loc Dog]

I was almost too depressed to type this .....oh what a stuggle life is, eh?
I am very pleased to hear your feeling better Jibby, especially about the squirrels release.

Can not talk offline, since you do not have 100 posts.

You seem to be almost as depressed, and not letting it out.

Since we can not discuss offline, why are you depressed. Realize in this economy, and lousy world situation, it is easy to be depressed.

I could go into detail, offline, but do not want to bore readers of his thread.

 

[Jibman]

hey guys today was ok.

cleaned up some of my house and then went out to the store to get some produce

i got kinda sad when i had to throw away my dead mother plants but i think trying to do to many things has become overwhelming at times.

thinking about what i should make for dinner tonight.

i also fed the squirrel some raspberries and pecans before i released

 

[DAT]

That's Great Jibby! im so happy things are improving for you....I think our society now with technology really manipulates us into doing so many things and at a fast pace. and then some people, like me and you are not designed like that but might feel pushed to have to be like that... it truly sucks.. so yeah,
LOC DOC I get very depressed and I was last night but its FRIDAY and the Cannabis Cup is tomorrow !!so I just always try as hard as I can , when things get real painful to push myself . the insomnia really wears on me though. STAY STONG JIBBZ!! and im going to dedicate my avatar to YOU! xox DAT

 

[Loc Dog]

Glad to hear it!!!

Back in the 1990's when I was doing well, and successful, I watched video self hypnosis tapes (was on VHS) geared towards positive thinking and attitude. His name was Dick Sutphen. Looked, and he is still around, and popular.

I have chipmunks that come right up to my feet, when I fill bird feeder. One time, years ago, I had 78 turkeys at bird feeder, one day.

 

[Loc Dog]

When you have time, google - youtube self hypnosis positive thinking

 

[DAT]

thanks LOC DOC! all the positive tools help.. welpz Jibby, as a newbie I can upload my avatar yet.. but here is picture of it! isn't she cute!

 

[Loc Dog]

Trying to help you guys, helps me!!!!!

I have been on Prozac so long, I have given up on getting better. I get several spells, usually over 2 or 3 days a month, where I get a feeling of deja vous, and break into intense sweat. Lasts a few minutes. Have crashed a BMW and Lotus, blacking out from them. Makes me afraid to drive, which prevents work.

I am going to try to do more house work, and watch video hypnosis again.

I honestly find chatting with friends here, and working on common problems, prevent those spells.

Be Well!!!

 

[DAT]

sorry to hear that Loc Dog .. that's terrible! about your spells..it sounds like the bus might be much safer. or maybe not if your in South Central? gotz to remeber to pack..lol.. a Lotus? . damn.
may I make a suggestion ...........
a Fantastic DVD I use that helps me soooo much is called... relaxation and breathing for MEDITATION with Rodney YEE! its so easy to follow Rodney . EVERY Time I do this dVD I feel better.

 

[Loc Dog]

sorry to hear that Loc Dog .. that's terrible! about your spells..it sounds like the bus might be much safer. or maybe not if your in South Central? gotz to remeber to pack..lol.. a Lotus? . damn.
may I make a suggestion ...........
a Fantastic DVD I use that helps me soooo much is called... relaxation and breathing for MEDITATION with Rodney YEE! its so easy to follow Rodney . EVERY Time I do this dVD I feel better.

Thanks for the info!!

Have not worked since 2005. Did network security (finding hackers), but so out of date now, no one would hire me. Used to have the money to keep on top of network technology.

Now I am trying to get PHd in THC (LOL), for when fully legalized. Would be nice to work from home, or do consulting.

Be Well!!!

 

[Jibman]

thanks LOC DOC! all the positive tools help.. welpz Jibby, as a newbie I can upload my avatar yet.. but here is picture of it! isn't she cute!
[URL=https://www.icmag.com/ic/picture.php?albumid=56236&pictureid=1312314&thumb=1]View Image[/url]

cool

 

[Jibman]

doing house work does keep me busy but then i get tired after trying to do too much.

 

[Stoner4Life]

make a list of your problems, write them down, sort them from smallest issues to the worst, that list is the monster making up your depression. start by picking the single easiest problem and focus on fixing/resolving it, move onto the next and so on.

pick apart that monster piece by piece because the chances of beating it as a whole is very unlikely, solving those smaller issues will give you satisfaction and certainly insight on how to handle your bigger problems; along the way you might discover ways to avoid choices that may lead to negativity later.

quit drinking and lean on the green.......

 

[Loc Dog]

I do not think the picture worked.

 

[Loc Dog]

Sorry, double posted?

 

[DAT]

lol! they worked! Doggie!!
omg soooo cute
@stoner 4 life..
really likin your lean on green attitude.
I made my list...

smallest:
bad hair
physical health
lack of weed and hash

biggest:
negativity
insecurity
anxiety
depression
insomnia


decision: SMOKE MORE WEED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!
and finish this painting!

 

[stoned-trout]

loud music of your choice,and a fat j.....lots of excersize......depression cause your life is really fucked up or cause chemical imbalance or just emotional shit is diff tho...day by day

 

[Loc Dog]

lol! they worked! Doggie!!
omg soooo cute
@stoner 4 life..
really likin your lean on green attitude.
I made my list...

smallest:
bad hair
physical health
lack of weed and hash

biggest:
negativity
insecurity
anxiety
depression
insomnia


decision: SMOKE MORE WEED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!https://www.icmag.com/ic/picture.php?albumid=56215&pictureid=1311829View Image
and finish this painting!

That would be my list, also.

Can you identify the animal? Most have never heard of it.

Be Well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Loc Dog]

The one problem I had with video self hypnosis, is you can't have distractions. So dogs, and exotic animals, living in city, can make it difficult.

I did in dark, large screen TV, on recliner, late night, drunk (beer drunk), stoned. It gave phrases to say in your everyday life, to re-affirm the positive thoughts.

 

[magiccannabus]

I used to be plagued by anxious thoughts, stuck in cycles of depression, haunted by loss, and had thoughts about how I'd be better off dead. I tried therapy, medication, relaxing music, losing myself in books, losing myself in games, and generally just avoiding too much thinking. Then one day I decided to start meditating. It was during the summer of 2001, and not long after that my father died following his house being repossessed. It was a really rough year and yet I actually felt more stable than I ever had before. Meditation really saved me. Eventually I became a Buddhist(Theravada), and now I no longer require medications, no longer entertain any thoughts of death, and I no longer live with fear or anxiety hounding my every move. Life hasn't become a bed of roses. I still struggle with poverty and health issues, but my mind belongs to me in a way I never knew possible as a younger man. Your mind is your own if you choose to seek to understand it, and any negativity inside it can be tracked to its roots and removed. You are not as helpless as you feel, I can promise you that.

 

[shithawk420]

Wtf is that?I know I've seen one before.I want one!