it is hard watching my friends suffer

[photoperiodic]

I cant find shit two of my best life long friends have chronic pain one is dying of throat cancer I just got out for growing so I am facing life if I start again. i cried for an hour yesterday when I had to tell a cancer patient I couldn't find shit. god keeps bringing me these people. I have to do something. where I live they want to legislate the hell out of it while my friends die fuck that I will find a way. it is just a box of rain believe it if you need it or leave it if you dare Grateful dead box of rain

 

[hush]

Facing life if you grow again? Where do you live, Dubai or something?

Just start growing again if you truly care about your friends. I mean, if that's really your concern, and it causes depression not being able to help out, then the choice seems obvious. Why would anyone have to know you're growing, if you follow security protocols?

I don't know, it sounds like you just need to get growing again, and this time don't tell anyone about it.

*edit* Oh yeah, I forgot about the 3 strikes rule. That sucks man.

 

[stoned-trout]

i have watched many cancer,hiv,liver peeps go...it doesn't get easier...life? are you 3 strikes candidate? i say get back at it totally stealthy.......your right the oppressors are wrong...best of luck

 

[photoperiodic]

don't call it a come back,life what life without those i love what does it matter.
i call life inside retirement. i am all alone it takes money i don't have it takes looking at a child i love and saying i MAY NEVER COME HOME.

 

[photoperiodic]

ANY BODY GOT SOME EQUIPMENT I CAN PICK UP CHEAP TO KICK THIS OFF?