LETTER to my DAD, is gone. at 57 y.old,

[killerweed31]

i want write few wordS in honour and respect to my father,
last night at 20:00 o'clock in the middle of dinner died cause heart attack, the paramedic arrive IN 2 MINUTE but cant help him, more then 30 minute WITH INTENSIVE CARE but not response, very sad time..
daddy i DIDN'T TELL YOU LOVED YOU ENOUGH , but I do and I always will,
I'm trying to do what you would've wanted me to do, but it's hard when you're not here making me do the right thing like you used to do. YOU ARE MY HERO ALWAYS
It was so hard watching you DOWN ON THE FLOOR, I DONT NO WHY GOD CALL YOU AS EARLY BUT I NO YOU ARE IN THE GREAT PLACE , ALL YOUR FAMILY LOVED YOU DADDY...ALREADY WE MISS YOU

HELP ME DO THE RIGHT THINGS AND REMENBER I LOVE YOU
R.I.P.

 

[Jellyfish]

My condolences, killerweed31. You sound like a son any dad would be proud of. I'm sure you'll never get over the loss, but time will bring healing. Peace.

 

[Payaso]

Sorry to hear about your Dad... remember the good times, I am sure he knew you loved him.

 

[STUNKY]

Sorry for your lose.praying for u and family..

 

[Space Toker]

I was a son you would not be proud of and my mom constantly reminded me of that, can't say she was wrong but wish we had time to make it right, but it was not to be. I have nightmares constantly involving her and believe she is still very much part of my life. I am sorry for my past and can feel where you come from and wish you the best my friend!

 

[Space Toker]

I was not there when she died but my brother and I talked to her like 6 hours before and she was in good spirits and hopeful of a recovery but said she would need "lots of help" which we were glad to provide. only to find out with a knock on the door with the town cop the next day that it was not to be so. It sucks to find you are finally about to turn things around and then the one you most want to do it for is gone in an instant, that set me back a few years but finally starting to recover 5 years later. good luck my friend and I hope you have a far easier road than me!

 

[Arthritis_sucks]

Our hearts go out to you Killer. His journey has only just begun, but know this he will be looking down on you an behind you every step of the way still. You will feel him in your heart as long as you keep his memory alive. This will be a hard road but it gets better, Keep ya head up my canna brother. Much love to you an yours.

 

[resinryder]

Very sorry to hear of your loss. Live everyday and with everything you do, do it as if he's there looking over your shoulder. Sounds as if he went surrounded by the ones he loved and with no pain. If we could all be as fortunate.

 

[Stoner4Life]

so sorry for your loss Killer, your dad would be proud knowing your desire to do right from wrong as he taught you. It's said that the death of a man's father is the hardest time in his life, I know this was true in my case. I pray your pains pass quickly and I'm certain that he would hope that you can move forward as well. God bless you and your family during these difficult times.

 

[DARKSIDER]

Very sorry for your loss killerweed31 may your dad r.i.p. and your dad will know for sure you loved him more than words can say

 

[Green81]

Sorry for your loss, time is healing. Be there for your family and be strong brother.

peace

G81

 

[Sundance]

killerweed31
Smile Vs Cry


Smile

Count your blessings

Always say thanks to God

Be thankful for the times ... and memories you had / have

Always in your heart ... and soul

Your Dad is ... and will always be - very much in you ... part of who and what you are

Make him proud

God bless in heaven

God bless your family, and all your friends

Sundance

 

[McKush]

Peace be upon you and your family and friends KW31. It seems like your father knows how much you love him, that is good. He has that within him and so do you. Cherish him.

My own father has not been faring well for the last few years from the big C and parkinsons. Our own relationship was never very good despite both loving one another and my attempts to please him. Now I accept that we are just different men, me at 49 and him 79 it seems. We are trying to get to a good place before the inevitable. Well he has open arms for me and I'm trying, that's more honest.


I'm sure your father, my father, both felt the same way that I did when my son was born. That love for one's own just born child is trans-formative and real. Your father loved you with a burning love that, in my opinion, one doesn't truly understand until parenthood happens upon them. Then you have some idea of how much Dad and Mom loved you.

That's not a universal theme or life pattern for sure and it may not be some readers experience, but that is how I chose to think of things. It makes me feel good to know that mostly everyone else out there loves someone as fiercely as I do too.

It is ok to grieve and cry. Now is the time to feel your loss not later.

 

[Hold Your Fire]

Best wishes to you and yours.

May your dad RIP.

 

[Perpetual Nooch]

My deepest condolences to you and your family.

 

[frankenstein2]

Sorry for your lose. My old man is near that age and not in good health, and you just had me all teared up.... I feel your pain.....Peace be with you.

 

[Weird]

Must be a complete shock so sorry to hear it

I have lost both my parents quite tragically and I found a bridge between life of a child and the death of a parent that allowed me to reconcile it more completely

as a child we get to choose or take away the legacy of their being, I choose to honor them in death through how I live my life.

there is a part of your parents that burns within you, how bright i burns is up to you

time heals all wounds

 

[wantaknow]

awesome letter,best wishes ,hope the pain of the loss passes quickly,sometimes it just don't seem fair ,but we make the best of what we have ,...

 

[Meek]

He still lives on in those he had to leave behind.
Let the best parts of you be from him & your proudest always shared with a smile with someone who taught you to be a better man.
I think he would be smiling back.

Me & mine are very stubborn.

Care for those who can use it, family or not.
Don't forget where or who you come from.
Be proud & let those who encounter you see a reflection of your father
& the kind of man he is.

Stay strong friend!

 

[Bud Green]

Sorry for your tragic loss, man.
My Dad died suddenly 20 some years ago at age 64..way too young.
I was in my mid 30's... I still think about him all the time...