bigdaddyc9
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For those of you who do not know me I am a med user from NY.I have Fibromyalgia x Myofascil Pain Syndrome x Chronic Fatigue Syndrome on top of RSD and insulin dependant diabetes.I am currently in Pain Management and on 480mg Oxycontin daily on top of 120mg Roxicodone daily and around 100 units of Levamir insulin.The Opiates have turned me into a vomting mess.
Actually gave me cyclic vomting.At 1st tried all meds up to an including Marinol ,which I am currently prescribed.It is worthless.Can't swallow anything when nauseas let alone blowing chow.So here is my bitch.Where I live folks are into Heroin and bath Salts and have no clue when it comes to cannabis.Right now to have any medication at all I am paying 20$ a gram..thats right 140$ a 1/4oz.It was 130.00 2 short weeks ago.This is frigging horsecrap.
I took the liberty of checking out the med scene in legal states.1st one up...Colorado..whole zips of med quality for an avg of 280.00 a zip.Michigan..same thing...everywhere I looked it was the same,with the exception of California.I am at my whits end.My wife works in health field and is scared to lose her job,if I happen to get busted.So at present,I cannot grow.I grow trees and dank ones at that.
I am so stressed out from being fucking scared to death of arrest and now not being able to afford to have my much needed meds.I use cannabis for 3 things..eating(and keeping it down) sleep and to attempt to get comfortable enough to sit for more than 1/2 hour.I'm in virtual agony because I am so stressed out over this.20$ a gram..this isn't bubble hash or top shelf..just White Rhino seedless nice nuggs not kiefed.And to think in quasi legal states I could afford a zzip on what I am paying for a little over 1/4oz.And to make matters worse I have been getting 5 or 51/2 gram 1/4oz's since I can remember cause these lame dicks know Im a med user.Laughing all the way to the ATV dealer while I walk away,cane in hand sweating like a dead dog..Im just fed up boys and girls and needed to vent cause a few minutes more and I was thinking "Postal"..thanks for listening.p.s.I'd be embarrassed and ashamed to sell cannabis to any true med users for that kind of bread..shame shame..2 times..Peace and One Love BigD
Actually gave me cyclic vomting.At 1st tried all meds up to an including Marinol ,which I am currently prescribed.It is worthless.Can't swallow anything when nauseas let alone blowing chow.So here is my bitch.Where I live folks are into Heroin and bath Salts and have no clue when it comes to cannabis.Right now to have any medication at all I am paying 20$ a gram..thats right 140$ a 1/4oz.It was 130.00 2 short weeks ago.This is frigging horsecrap.
I took the liberty of checking out the med scene in legal states.1st one up...Colorado..whole zips of med quality for an avg of 280.00 a zip.Michigan..same thing...everywhere I looked it was the same,with the exception of California.I am at my whits end.My wife works in health field and is scared to lose her job,if I happen to get busted.So at present,I cannot grow.I grow trees and dank ones at that.
I am so stressed out from being fucking scared to death of arrest and now not being able to afford to have my much needed meds.I use cannabis for 3 things..eating(and keeping it down) sleep and to attempt to get comfortable enough to sit for more than 1/2 hour.I'm in virtual agony because I am so stressed out over this.20$ a gram..this isn't bubble hash or top shelf..just White Rhino seedless nice nuggs not kiefed.And to think in quasi legal states I could afford a zzip on what I am paying for a little over 1/4oz.And to make matters worse I have been getting 5 or 51/2 gram 1/4oz's since I can remember cause these lame dicks know Im a med user.Laughing all the way to the ATV dealer while I walk away,cane in hand sweating like a dead dog..Im just fed up boys and girls and needed to vent cause a few minutes more and I was thinking "Postal"..thanks for listening.p.s.I'd be embarrassed and ashamed to sell cannabis to any true med users for that kind of bread..shame shame..2 times..Peace and One Love BigD