I lost my mind!

[bendoslendo]

About a year ago this month. Girl left me and I became a raging alcoholic.

Completely fell off my game. Let a lot of beautiful plants die. I didn't shut completely down, but ran at around half capacity, entirely ignoring my experimental uber-efficient 600w perpetual vert room, concentrating just enough on my production room to pay bills and buy lots of steak and whiskey.

New plan. Stop failing.

Any tips? Particularly those involving staying motivated? Keeping your eyes on the prize and what not? Any personal experience I and others might learn from?

I think I'm going to start journaling my vert room. Maybe do some controlled experiments. Flex my statistics muscles.

 

[Hash Zeppelin]

^Smoke sativa and make your pc background a picture of your current goal

 

[FunkBomb]

Listen to the song "Broken Hearts are for Assholes" by Frank Zappa. Just kidding. Focus on the things in your life that you can control. Keep your mind in the present. Smoking some sativa is a great suggestion too.

-Funk

 

[lost in a sea]

it can take a long time to get back to firing on all cylinders once you get burnt, but just keep on keepin on and remember its all in the mind,,

peace must come from within, do not seek it without.

 

[Snagglepuss]

Listen to the song "Broken Hearts are for Assholes" by Frank Zappa.
-Funk

And you were excited by the "amazing new costumes of coco..in a way you can't explain"......cause.

 

[redbudduckfoot]

Read any Julian thread on this site, especially his giant outdoor grow in the outdoor forum, i believe it is a sticky.
he is the single most inspiring person on this website, hands down. his writing style, along with his "real-world" applications, make his writing incredible addicting.

 

[Canniwhatsis]

Grafting?

https://www.icmag.com/ic/showthread.php?t=215991
https://www.icmag.com/ic/showthread.php?t=222241
More recently updated,...
https://www.icmag.com/ic/showthread.php?t=229283







Of course, by personal experience, grafting cannabis is an experiment in failure..... the linked threads, particularly the last one will help the most IMO.

 

[longearedfriend]

just kidding

 

[Bobby Stainless]

get some strange.

 

[mrcreosote]

Bobby Stainless weighs in with peerless advice.

You have exceeded the acceptable period for mourning by at least 6 months. Now you're just being a crybaby.

Quim also has miraculous restorative as well as destructive powers.

Dose accordingly and you shall be well again.

 

[Luv-U-Long-Time]

Like the others have said,do something positive for yourself.Stay occupied with something other than the sauce.Sounds like you're coming around again.

 

[Manstien]

Man the fuck up cousin! don't you want to own a house or something? spring is around the corner for most of us...let go of the past and plan big!

 

[Builtaforest]

relax and roll one up bro, rest will come

 

[catalyte]

 

[trouble]

Hang in there brother!

If the drink takes the best of you & your unable to control it, don't fuck with it!!!

I've seen whiskey ruin many of good men!

Keep yourself busy with things in life you enjoy, and surround yourself with those of your friends that will be supportive in your efforts to say sober.

I still enjoy my odd glass or two of scotch every other night, however, I can take or leave it, however, I have dear friends that are in the same boat as you, and drink from the time they come-too in the morning until they pass-out.


Best of Luck!!! You can do it my good man!!!


T

 

[Big D]

The best way to get over someone, is to get ontop of someboby else

Always move forward!

 

[Siomha]

it is hard to tell someone what to do after a breakup.
it will take a lot of time in many cases
but eventually time will heal

 

[jd4083]

Stop smoking pot for a while. Stop drinking. Get some exercise.

 

[moses wellfleet]

yes shake the alcohol... travel is also a great way to get motivated.

go to that tropical island you always had your eye on for a couple of weeks, come back refreshed and ready to grow up a storm.

and i promise you friend you wont even remember... er... um... what was her name again?

 

[supermanlives]

go get laid. you know you need some tang