After your struggles of the past years you are allowed to be a little 'selfish'...Not that you are...please try to have some 'good days' I am sure and certain she would want that..
you know you are a caregiver when?
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After your struggles of the past years you are allowed to be a little 'selfish'...Not that you are...please try to have some 'good days' I am sure and certain she would want that..
eloquentsoution
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after nine years of caregiving, you deserve to have self centered thoughts and feelings. hold your head high for the difficult job you did selflessly. bless you.
When you hear story's about a guy who has been wasting his life on the couch waiting to die use your meds and then all of a sudden get up take a shower and go out and work in the yard.
When you see a 70 year old VETERAN who has been cut off of his Pharma meds do to budget cuts, who shakes like a leaf without them burn some of YOUR meds and start dancing again with a rock solid GRIP and no shakes and as his wife would say he gets his fire back.
Yeah I'd say it's worth risking a few months in jail all because I'm a damn farmer of a bunch of weeds.
Gotta Love It
Mr.Wags
When you see a 70 year old VETERAN who has been cut off of his Pharma meds do to budget cuts, who shakes like a leaf without them burn some of YOUR meds and start dancing again with a rock solid GRIP and no shakes and as his wife would say he gets his fire back.
Yeah I'd say it's worth risking a few months in jail all because I'm a damn farmer of a bunch of weeds.
Gotta Love It
Mr.Wags
LetsSeeYa
Member
Friends.....
Friends.....
Well i did make it through the visit to the Doc without being booted, which is my biggest fear. But he wants me to work on moving to Michigan. He didn't test me, but only because i think he knows i would have failed. So i got through one more month, but i dont know how to begin to move to a different state. And it was hell for me to find an apartment here where i do live as i lost my house after the ex booked and its just to much for me to swing alone.
So i think i will ask to see a surgeon or a neurologist to figure out something that will help me, yet not have to be on the very hard crap. I never wanted to do this, but i believe im at the end of what my Doc can prescribe. And i did ask about just how the narcs are measured and how many he will prescribe as a whole. I was correct about the fact that he does measure the meds as a whole and not from patient to patient. So by booting me would open up 3-4 other spots for people to fill thus more cash for the Doc.
So im good for now and will work on a Michigan move. How, well i will poke around on the net and once found a MMJ Doc who said he would work with me, but said that if any other Doc was giving me the narcs i needed and found out, they would dump me. This came from the MMJ Doc. But my Doc wants me to call him and tell him my issues, then he told me he would call the Doc to let him know i do indeed need the narcs. So my Doc is trying to help, way more then the past iv experienced.
Thanks for all the support my friends, i cant even put into words what it means to me. I have told the people who are still around me, which are not many anymore that the people on this and the first MMJ site are the most compassionate people iv ever met. And i gotta say probably kept me alive. I have family that really dont give a hoot and one great friend here, but these people here have made a huge impact on me. Not to mention my luv of the hobby of growing. But could not believe all the supplies that were gifted to me after i was ripped on my really big re veg grow. I was teaching a kid and he got greedy and ripped me twice and almost 3x, but caught them in the middle of the day as he was dropping off kids for another rip job, i was on my porch so they saw me and booked. But im an easy target being in a chair and all. So some people really set me up with some equipment and with what was left from the re veg grow, i invested in the rest of the items needed for indoor growing.
Some great people here, which saved my life and thats no lie. I owe so much to people on here and i made fun of people who created friendships over the net, well mine saved my ass so i was wrong.
So thanks again everyone! You all know who you are,
Peace,
LSY
Friends.....
Well i did make it through the visit to the Doc without being booted, which is my biggest fear. But he wants me to work on moving to Michigan. He didn't test me, but only because i think he knows i would have failed. So i got through one more month, but i dont know how to begin to move to a different state. And it was hell for me to find an apartment here where i do live as i lost my house after the ex booked and its just to much for me to swing alone.
So i think i will ask to see a surgeon or a neurologist to figure out something that will help me, yet not have to be on the very hard crap. I never wanted to do this, but i believe im at the end of what my Doc can prescribe. And i did ask about just how the narcs are measured and how many he will prescribe as a whole. I was correct about the fact that he does measure the meds as a whole and not from patient to patient. So by booting me would open up 3-4 other spots for people to fill thus more cash for the Doc.
So im good for now and will work on a Michigan move. How, well i will poke around on the net and once found a MMJ Doc who said he would work with me, but said that if any other Doc was giving me the narcs i needed and found out, they would dump me. This came from the MMJ Doc. But my Doc wants me to call him and tell him my issues, then he told me he would call the Doc to let him know i do indeed need the narcs. So my Doc is trying to help, way more then the past iv experienced.
Thanks for all the support my friends, i cant even put into words what it means to me. I have told the people who are still around me, which are not many anymore that the people on this and the first MMJ site are the most compassionate people iv ever met. And i gotta say probably kept me alive. I have family that really dont give a hoot and one great friend here, but these people here have made a huge impact on me. Not to mention my luv of the hobby of growing. But could not believe all the supplies that were gifted to me after i was ripped on my really big re veg grow. I was teaching a kid and he got greedy and ripped me twice and almost 3x, but caught them in the middle of the day as he was dropping off kids for another rip job, i was on my porch so they saw me and booked. But im an easy target being in a chair and all. So some people really set me up with some equipment and with what was left from the re veg grow, i invested in the rest of the items needed for indoor growing.
Some great people here, which saved my life and thats no lie. I owe so much to people on here and i made fun of people who created friendships over the net, well mine saved my ass so i was wrong.
So thanks again everyone! You all know who you are,
Peace,
LSY
eloquentsoution
Member
you know you're a caregiver when it is certain you will start your day with feces that is not yours and is not in the toilet.
Rusty Trichome
Member
Hang in there, brother. You've made it this far, don't quit before the miracle.
u kno you are a caregiver when your life sucks not as bad a soneone elses!! lets see ya?? i will try to get someone your way>>
welll i am working on it again . my friend has been moved to a rehab area. he brushed his own teeth this morning. ha ha this might not end up being too much of a burden for me. either way i value long time friends and do whats needed. he was peacefully sleeping when i visited today. i didnt wanna wake him up. sleep well my friend i got your back
eloquentsoution
Member
you know your a caregiver when your mother smiles, cups your face in her hands and in the best english she can muster says, "i love you!"
FTW!! cherish that moment brother.. Cherish it
I knew I was a caregiver, when the mother of my patient, grabbed my hand, and thanked me for J being able to sleep. He was wearing a helmet and hurting his mom, when we started giving him BUDDER, and now he was hugging, eating, sleeping, instead of writhing in pain. He has autism, and then was diagnosed with stomach cancer. He cannot understand what is happening to him, cannot express that he is in pain, and cannot sleep. The govt says I am a criminal for helping him....I say they are criminal for not letting me help him!!!!!
Rusty Trichome
Member
Amen to that.
eloquentsoution
Member
bless you for defying them.
You will always be a Caregiver..silly laws of man can not stop a caring person who KNOWS they are in the Right....
I was just a doper..life and death hav shown me that I can help good people have 'gooddays' ...I intend to continue until,
Ominia Mors Eaquate
