Been here before, and then I went away. I miss my old life, more than I can say. One day everything was good, and the next it was gone. The rebuilding has been scary, lonely, tense, and never a moment of peace. I have lost everything, and when I say that, I mean EVERYTHING, except the clothes on my back. I have had to relearn how to grow.....I mean I grow in a completely different way now. Different medium, different strains, different techniques. All of this has made me a better grower, so for that I am grateful. This plant that I didn't even want to grow, all those years ago, has had an impact on my life that I could never have comprehended. The person I have become because of marijuana, is someone I always aspired to be. The fact this lifesaving plant is illegal is a horrible wrong in my book. The fact that so many are in jail, on the run, or underground, because of govt's war on this plant, is an open wound to me. I pray everyday that those of us that are as loyal to this plant as we are to ourselves, remain free to do what we love!!!!
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Checking in at The Hotel California........I can never leave.
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Castout welcome home, sit yur butt down n visit. Sorry to hear you had some hardships..we look forward to your posts n pix...DD
We are family of a sorts it seems... Brothers are always welcome Home..pal
Holy shit !!
Welcome back to ICM sister :friends: SO GLAD TO SEE YOU SAFE !!!
Welcome back to ICM sister :friends: SO GLAD TO SEE YOU SAFE !!!
Sister??? Ooopsey my bad...!!!
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Puddin'tane
WOW.
Welcome Home!
Welcome Home!
kind regards from guineapig 
It's an honor. Welcome home!
dank.Frank
dank.Frank
Hotel California is a lifestyle. Glitzy, seductive, addictive. Like all addictions, the unwary get trapped. Morals, dreams, health... all these get jettisoned chasing the high.
Escape is possible. Just know it takes as much time to climb out of the hole as it did to dig the hole in the beginning.
Escape is possible. Just know it takes as much time to climb out of the hole as it did to dig the hole in the beginning.
:friends: Welcome back to the fold. Glad to hear yall are safe 
There is not a day that goes by nowadays when I think of all the friends I have lost that are in jail, on probation, on the run or dead as a result of drug prohibition. These friends were a huge part of my life and really gave me some confidence growing. If I never would have met them I never would be where I am today.... which is nowhere really, but I havent ran out of stash in over a year, and we had a damn walkthru mid summer.
Think I will grind up some casey and smoke a doobie. Wish I could puff this doobie with all my old friends. Maybe again some day.
Think I will grind up some casey and smoke a doobie. Wish I could puff this doobie with all my old friends. Maybe again some day.
