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i got a ridiculously gorgeous worker at my university pregnant during sophomore year and she didn't tell me about it until three months after I graduated. And then we had a huge blowup with misunderstandings and drinking on my half, long story short - only got to meet my daughter twice - on the trolley with the girls grandparents. And that happened about a month before she screamed at me "and you'll never get to meet your daughter!" as I was walking out of a pub after she tried saying hello from across the room and making up for 20 mins and I ignored her. Then I did some mean shit on the internet and now i can't go near her for a year. Yeah. We hurt each other so much. My daughter is like 3 and I've only seen her for 5 mins from across the isle on a bus! She's so pretty! And I'm not just saying that. Her mom is a 9 dude. 10 maybe. She basically used me as a stud and won't let me see our little girl. Pretty sure I did the same with her sister - think I might have twins with her. We were all having lots of sex. Two sisters man, rock on. But not being able to see those kids and feeling like I was just flat out used for a pregnancy/baby(s) is so crushing. Me and the one sister loved each other deeply. But then my whole drinking thing.
I'm sober now, have been since August. I smoke though of course. But still haven't met my kids.
I'm sober now, have been since August. I smoke though of course. But still haven't met my kids.