Well, ive been out of the game for 8 years but getting started again on Monday with:
Flying Dutchmen G-force
Female seeds x line Fast Nevilles (this one sounds too good to be true!)Mandala Hashberry, Mandala #1 Purps
Nirvana Bubblegum,white Rhino
Dinafem seeds Cheese
Dinafem Critical
SOL Blue Sattelite
a few rare outdoor genes to possibly prepare some clones for Outdoor this year (my preferred way to grow)
Guerrila Gold #3, BC Coastal Haze, C99xGG, Mighty Mite
I didnt ever plan on doing an indoor again as I didnt need to. During the economy ive lost almost everything and desperation (along with love of growing) has brought me to the doorstep again. Ive been building myself up again but am always concerned about eveything. I live in a downtown neighborhood in a large city but I dont have many people over. I have my own house (we will see how long)I do have 1 friend who I need his help with electrical aspects and troubleshooting with so not to overload things , start a fire etc. ordering my carbon scrubbers as we speak.
Im nervous to go to grow stores so when I did I parked 5 blocks away and take werid routes home just in case
My friend has a big mouth and im just scared hes going to be drunk 1 night tell the wrong person next thing you know im broken into. He already knows my plans so that has made me nervous. Its just been a long time and I get paranoid about everything. Once you start there is no going back more or less. I even got annoyed at 1 light I orderd from ebay. Its a big company and those idiots send it in the regular box so people even know what it is (post office etc). LOL put it in another unmarked box idiots, they should know better than that after 5000 transactions 
!! Anyway, what are some ways you guys deal with the STRESS of the project?? If I lived inthe but middle of nowhere it would bother me half as much. I wont be having anyone over but its the little things that constantly worry me. Im excited and nervous so I want to go to the gym to releave stress, do some cardio etc...
Flying Dutchmen G-force
Female seeds x line Fast Nevilles (this one sounds too good to be true!)Mandala Hashberry, Mandala #1 Purps
Nirvana Bubblegum,white Rhino
Dinafem seeds Cheese
Dinafem Critical
SOL Blue Sattelite
a few rare outdoor genes to possibly prepare some clones for Outdoor this year (my preferred way to grow)
Guerrila Gold #3, BC Coastal Haze, C99xGG, Mighty Mite
I didnt ever plan on doing an indoor again as I didnt need to. During the economy ive lost almost everything and desperation (along with love of growing) has brought me to the doorstep again. Ive been building myself up again but am always concerned about eveything. I live in a downtown neighborhood in a large city but I dont have many people over. I have my own house (we will see how long)I do have 1 friend who I need his help with electrical aspects and troubleshooting with so not to overload things , start a fire etc. ordering my carbon scrubbers as we speak.
Im nervous to go to grow stores so when I did I parked 5 blocks away and take werid routes home just in case
My friend has a big mouth and im just scared hes going to be drunk 1 night tell the wrong person next thing you know im broken into. He already knows my plans so that has made me nervous. Its just been a long time and I get paranoid about everything. Once you start there is no going back more or less. I even got annoyed at 1 light I orderd from ebay. Its a big company and those idiots send it in the regular box so people even know what it is (post office etc). LOL put it in another unmarked box idiots, they should know better than that after 5000 transactions !! Anyway, what are some ways you guys deal with the STRESS of the project?? If I lived inthe but middle of nowhere it would bother me half as much. I wont be having anyone over but its the little things that constantly worry me. Im excited and nervous so I want to go to the gym to releave stress, do some cardio etc...
