ballplayer 2
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Hey all. I am writing this post in hopes if finding a mentor to help me sucessfully complete a grow. I started this hobby 5 YEARS ago. I have had four semi successful harvests in that time. I have not had a single successful harvest in over two years.
I have tried strong fertilizer concentrations, dilute fertilizer concentrations, no fertilizer. I have tried synthetic fertilizers, organic liquid fertilizers, organic dry amendments, and a combination of synthetic/organic nutrients.
I have tried Peat Moss, Sunshine Mix, Pro-Mix, Ocean Forest, Happy Frog, FF Planting Mix. I have tried mixing in lime, I've tried not using lime. I have tried Atami Coco (though only for about 2-3 weeks now), I have tried rockwool (about 2-3 weeks now). I soaked my rockwool as directed, the pH still climbed rapidly and locked nutrients out.
I have tried using my tapwater (pH 7.2 850 ppm), I have tried using 50/50 tap RO, I have spent countless hours lugging water back from Grocery RO machines in order to use all RO water. I have tried keepinhg my mediums moist, soaked, on the dry side, and almost bone dry.
I have tried all the fertilizer formulas. I have tried Lucas formula, I have tried the organic recipes in the organics forum. I have tried the Botanicare line. I have tried following the exact fertilizer reccommendations on the labels.
I have plenty of light and my environments are absolutely dialed in. I have all the necessary instruments to measure pH and ppm, Co2, temperature and humidity.
I have spent thousands of hours scouring the various forums for information. I own several grow guides and read them almost daily to try to find what I am doing incorrectly.
I hate to say this, but at this point I feel like I am wasting my life trying to figure this hobby out. I could not have felt better about growing my own meds when I was successful, but that was so long ago now I can barely remember.
All the plants that germinated two weeks ago are now basically dead. Some MJ, tomatoes, and peppers. 90% of the plants I try growing begin showing deficiencies within two weeks; OR basically either right before or right after their first transplant. The rest do show some deficiencies within the next 4-6 weeks. Usually what I suspect to be Cal/Mag/Potassium deficiencies. I try to flush but then my medium just gets all sorts of waterlogged and the plants stunt. I try to give them the nutrients I suspect they are lacking. I try adjusting pH ranges. Nothing EVER works for me.
Instead of giving me a sense of peace and serenity like it used to, gardening now makes me angry and depressed. 2-3 years is a long time to continually fail at something, ya know? At this point it is making me crazy.
What I am asking is for a kind expert to take some time out of their lives every day or every other day to walk me through a grow step by step. Help me with fertilizer concentrations, what to do about my water situation? I can germinate seeds, there is no problem there, I can clone. But that is it, when it comes to actually growing the plants I am the worst gardener in the world BAR NONE.
As far as methods go I can accomodate just about all methods that a mentor might use. I currently have Sunshine Mix #4, Atami coco, Rockwool, and hydroton as possible grow mediums. I also have a homemade drip/DWC system that seems to make roots explode (Too bad the plants leaves done look as good as the roots), and I also have a waterfarm available for use.
Guys this is my last resort before I quit this hobby and move on with my life: At this point those are my options I have NO CHOICE, my mental health is suffering due to continuous failure in this aspect of my life. My unlce got me started in this hobby, but he is no longer available for consultation. I see many folks around here make this hobby look effortless. While I am very happy for those folks who are great at what they do, it also makes wonder what the heck I am doing wrong. I am begging and pleading for someone who is very good at what they do to take me under their wing and share their wisdom with me, and tell me exactly what works for them.
Thank you for your time and consideration,
BP.
I have tried strong fertilizer concentrations, dilute fertilizer concentrations, no fertilizer. I have tried synthetic fertilizers, organic liquid fertilizers, organic dry amendments, and a combination of synthetic/organic nutrients.
I have tried Peat Moss, Sunshine Mix, Pro-Mix, Ocean Forest, Happy Frog, FF Planting Mix. I have tried mixing in lime, I've tried not using lime. I have tried Atami Coco (though only for about 2-3 weeks now), I have tried rockwool (about 2-3 weeks now). I soaked my rockwool as directed, the pH still climbed rapidly and locked nutrients out.
I have tried using my tapwater (pH 7.2 850 ppm), I have tried using 50/50 tap RO, I have spent countless hours lugging water back from Grocery RO machines in order to use all RO water. I have tried keepinhg my mediums moist, soaked, on the dry side, and almost bone dry.
I have tried all the fertilizer formulas. I have tried Lucas formula, I have tried the organic recipes in the organics forum. I have tried the Botanicare line. I have tried following the exact fertilizer reccommendations on the labels.
I have plenty of light and my environments are absolutely dialed in. I have all the necessary instruments to measure pH and ppm, Co2, temperature and humidity.
I have spent thousands of hours scouring the various forums for information. I own several grow guides and read them almost daily to try to find what I am doing incorrectly.
I hate to say this, but at this point I feel like I am wasting my life trying to figure this hobby out. I could not have felt better about growing my own meds when I was successful, but that was so long ago now I can barely remember.
All the plants that germinated two weeks ago are now basically dead. Some MJ, tomatoes, and peppers. 90% of the plants I try growing begin showing deficiencies within two weeks; OR basically either right before or right after their first transplant. The rest do show some deficiencies within the next 4-6 weeks. Usually what I suspect to be Cal/Mag/Potassium deficiencies. I try to flush but then my medium just gets all sorts of waterlogged and the plants stunt. I try to give them the nutrients I suspect they are lacking. I try adjusting pH ranges. Nothing EVER works for me.
Instead of giving me a sense of peace and serenity like it used to, gardening now makes me angry and depressed. 2-3 years is a long time to continually fail at something, ya know? At this point it is making me crazy.
What I am asking is for a kind expert to take some time out of their lives every day or every other day to walk me through a grow step by step. Help me with fertilizer concentrations, what to do about my water situation? I can germinate seeds, there is no problem there, I can clone. But that is it, when it comes to actually growing the plants I am the worst gardener in the world BAR NONE.
As far as methods go I can accomodate just about all methods that a mentor might use. I currently have Sunshine Mix #4, Atami coco, Rockwool, and hydroton as possible grow mediums. I also have a homemade drip/DWC system that seems to make roots explode (Too bad the plants leaves done look as good as the roots), and I also have a waterfarm available for use.
Guys this is my last resort before I quit this hobby and move on with my life: At this point those are my options I have NO CHOICE, my mental health is suffering due to continuous failure in this aspect of my life. My unlce got me started in this hobby, but he is no longer available for consultation. I see many folks around here make this hobby look effortless. While I am very happy for those folks who are great at what they do, it also makes wonder what the heck I am doing wrong. I am begging and pleading for someone who is very good at what they do to take me under their wing and share their wisdom with me, and tell me exactly what works for them.
Thank you for your time and consideration,
BP.