thekingofNY
Cannasseur
I'm wondering what everyones "big plan" is.... or rather what you plan on doing for the next 5, 10 or 20 years? Or do you have no idea and are just sort of winging it?
This was something that bothered me and I am sure alot of other young people when we were growing up 10 or 15 years ago. I don't think I spent a day in high school not pondering what I was going to be doing 5 or 10 years from then, I used to have all these preset beliefs..... for example, in order to be successful, a normal person should have a good job and starting a family by the time they are in there middle 20's.
Now 10 years later, I realize that is just silly. It's setting your self up for failling. I have some "ideas" of what i'd like to be doing a few years from now, but I am much much more open to different ideas and change.
The only thing I am sure of now, 10 years after i started high school and started driving. Is that I dont wan't to work for someone else my whole life. Idealy i'd really like to be living off the grid, with a completely self sustainable lifesystle. I took the first step towards that in moving this past winter to a place where I could get my grow back on..... Without going into too many details, the price of herb in this area really is like growing money on trees: its freaking insane.
I don't really have any clue where I will be next year at this time, or 5 years from now, and I am really okay with that now. As long as I am enjoying life and am healthy, my plants are doing okay and my friends are healthy everything else is secondary.... 10 years ago I thought every little detail of my life needed to be planned out and when something didnt happen i would beat myself up over it.
It seems as children we are preconditioned to believe in order to be a productive member of society, you need to go to college, graduate and take some shiatty job working for a big company. Produce a few crotchfruits, get a house and a buncha debt and your all set for the American dream.....
Seriously? Does anyone really dream of that anymore? I know a few of my nonsmoking friends have this ambition. Life is a billlllion times less stressful when you just say fuck it and live in the moment..... like I said it's not like I am doing nothing for my future, however when they dont happen as planned, instead of letting it get me down I just change the plan.
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This was something that bothered me and I am sure alot of other young people when we were growing up 10 or 15 years ago. I don't think I spent a day in high school not pondering what I was going to be doing 5 or 10 years from then, I used to have all these preset beliefs..... for example, in order to be successful, a normal person should have a good job and starting a family by the time they are in there middle 20's.
Now 10 years later, I realize that is just silly. It's setting your self up for failling. I have some "ideas" of what i'd like to be doing a few years from now, but I am much much more open to different ideas and change.
The only thing I am sure of now, 10 years after i started high school and started driving. Is that I dont wan't to work for someone else my whole life. Idealy i'd really like to be living off the grid, with a completely self sustainable lifesystle. I took the first step towards that in moving this past winter to a place where I could get my grow back on..... Without going into too many details, the price of herb in this area really is like growing money on trees: its freaking insane.
I don't really have any clue where I will be next year at this time, or 5 years from now, and I am really okay with that now. As long as I am enjoying life and am healthy, my plants are doing okay and my friends are healthy everything else is secondary.... 10 years ago I thought every little detail of my life needed to be planned out and when something didnt happen i would beat myself up over it.
It seems as children we are preconditioned to believe in order to be a productive member of society, you need to go to college, graduate and take some shiatty job working for a big company. Produce a few crotchfruits, get a house and a buncha debt and your all set for the American dream.....
Seriously? Does anyone really dream of that anymore? I know a few of my nonsmoking friends have this ambition. Life is a billlllion times less stressful when you just say fuck it and live in the moment..... like I said it's not like I am doing nothing for my future, however when they dont happen as planned, instead of letting it get me down I just change the plan.
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